Wednesday, March 29, 2006

These days...

I'm tired of crying for no reason! In one respect, I've never been so happy in my whole life. But I'm stuck in this limbo, like I'm waiting for my life to start.

I know there is a light at the end of this stupid tunnel, I just can't seem to see it!

[EDIT]: I found an aid for my above-mentioned problem...MONEY!!! I made my first sale today!

4 comments:

Ms. Adventures said...

oh Beth. I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. I wish I could say something to help. We'll have to get together soon and use up some of that feel-sorry-for-myself time you have :)

kimberlina said...

*hug* do you have a set date when said end-of-tunnel will arrive? i know that usually helps me. if i can say, 'ok, by may i'll be set.' and that way i can have something else to look forward to/concentrate on.

:( poor bethie!

Sleep Goblin said...

girl, i'm speaking from experience here. get out of your house! as much as you want to sit at your computer and spend all of your time talking to him, it's way easier, and faster, if you go do things with people and then come home to the computer for a little while.

it really helps me that i climb so often, and that i try to have craft nights, that sort of thing. the days where i just stay home to talk to him all day are the hardest.

Just an old hobo said...

I totally understand and empathize with that feeling! I get the same way all the time. It's so frustrating; you know things are moving in the right direction, but you're ready to just BE there already! It's so hard to be patient sometimes.